Humans are a social animal.

Humans are a social animal. Sometimes people think they can live alone, isolated of the world but this is impossible.

If I had isolated myself, I wouldn’t be able to survive. I don’t know how my life would be.

I don’t understand why some people still don’t know how to live in community.

Many people talk ill of each others, on each others back and there is no longer sense of friendship and support.

Everything the others do is wrong, nothing is correct.

Why do people think like that, why can’t they support other people? Why can’t people help each other? ´

I really don’t understand that.

Why are family those who least understands?

I don’t have the answer to these questions.

The only thing I want is to continue supporting my best friends, the ones I love.´

Thank you for all my friends. Thank you for your support.

LOVE IN ENGLISH

Here I am writing again in english.

I study english as my second language since my 5th Grade. Films aren’t dubbed and majority of the music I hear on the radio is from USA or UK. Portuguese is a complex language, according to what I have learned, we use almost all language sounds. I have foreign friends and I can talk to them with my bad English. All computers literature necessary for my job is written in english.

I should therefore be an english expert, however I still have some difficulties.

My english was enough to get to know the best girl in the world. It was my bad english that allowed me to rediscover my happiness.

But now more than ever, I want to improve my english. I’m afraid I can’t express all of my feelings because my poor english. I’m affraid I can’t talk with the one I love when she comes to visit me.

I talk desperately about this to my friends Maeve and Ella and they said I have to calm down and that the most important thing is my love for her.

They said I have only to write more often in english, write more in english on my blog and improve my vocabulary. The language will not be a barrier.

I will not talk more about my english. I will now talk a little about what’s new in my live.

Finally I found the girl of my dreams, she is living so far away, 3 356 KM (distance Lisbon-Helsinki), but close to my heart. Now I’m sure love doesn’t have any boundary. She has a great style, a great fashion sense, perfect voice, perfect eyes, beautiful outside and inside, the same tastes I have. I believe this relationship has future. I have to be patient, the day that we will meet in person will come soon.

Why am I not a rich man, why can’t I buy today airplane ticket to Helsinki?

Maybe this distance can be good, maybe enrich our relationship, maybe it’s important to think about each other, to fight for our lives. Maybe we will get benefits of these difficulties. But I can’t wait no more.

I dream living all together. I believe in my dreams, I have to.

Sometimes I’m childish, sometimes I’m irresponsible, but not now. I know what I want for my life. I’m getting close to my overall happiness.

I have to be patient. Patience is a virtue.

BaRu you can’t be unhappy. No more.

I’m surrounded by people who don’t understand me; my family, my ex-school colleagues or my ex-job colleagues. Nobody can really understand me, only my best friends. I learned to stop suffering for this and enjoy my life.

Now I have to fight for this relationship, forget my stupid fears and give thanks for having such a good girlfriend.

Please BaRu, be patient, please. Every day is a different day.

No hurries please.

P.S. : Thank you for your sweet SMS my Love. <3 I love you too.

First Post in English

Today I will try to post in English for the first time. I have to do that because many friends around in the world can't read my Posts.

I'll tell you about what has happened since the last time I wrote.

1. Better relationship with friends

Since I left my last job, I can appreciate my life better and enrich the relationship with my friends. Now it's reflection time. I think I have also improved my personality and my way of seeing the world.

2. Japan Crisis

I hadn't yet spoken about this matter. Earthquake and Tsunami in Sendai has shocked me. Only a great country like Japan can be prepared to a problem like that. My sincere condolences to the victims. I hope everything will get back to normal quickly.

3. New Lifestyle

Waking up and sleep late, it's my new lifestyle. What would you expect? I can function better at night. I'm also preparing to move and seek a new life.

4. Learning Japanese

Finally, I decided to, seriously, learn a little more Japanese. I'm learning Japanese with my friends:Maeve, Ella, Kiaku and Odete. Now I can read Kanas and know much vocabulary, but still I have so much to learn. It's hard but I'll give my best.

5. Rediscover Finland

The love that exists in this country for Visual Kei led me to rediscover Finland.. In the past I was a big fan of Suomi Rock and I'm now remembering those times, so when my financial situation gets stable, I wil visit this country. I always wanted to do it, specially now, after growing a great friendship between me and afinnish visual kei fan, singer and para para dancer. Since it might take a while to organize my life, I hope she will visit me, my friends and my country.

Sorry for my bad English.