LOVE IN ENGLISH

Here I am writing again in english.

I study english as my second language since my 5th Grade. Films aren’t dubbed and majority of the music I hear on the radio is from USA or UK. Portuguese is a complex language, according to what I have learned, we use almost all language sounds. I have foreign friends and I can talk to them with my bad English. All computers literature necessary for my job is written in english.

I should therefore be an english expert, however I still have some difficulties.

My english was enough to get to know the best girl in the world. It was my bad english that allowed me to rediscover my happiness.

But now more than ever, I want to improve my english. I’m afraid I can’t express all of my feelings because my poor english. I’m affraid I can’t talk with the one I love when she comes to visit me.

I talk desperately about this to my friends Maeve and Ella and they said I have to calm down and that the most important thing is my love for her.

They said I have only to write more often in english, write more in english on my blog and improve my vocabulary. The language will not be a barrier.

I will not talk more about my english. I will now talk a little about what’s new in my live.

Finally I found the girl of my dreams, she is living so far away, 3 356 KM (distance Lisbon-Helsinki), but close to my heart. Now I’m sure love doesn’t have any boundary. She has a great style, a great fashion sense, perfect voice, perfect eyes, beautiful outside and inside, the same tastes I have. I believe this relationship has future. I have to be patient, the day that we will meet in person will come soon.

Why am I not a rich man, why can’t I buy today airplane ticket to Helsinki?

Maybe this distance can be good, maybe enrich our relationship, maybe it’s important to think about each other, to fight for our lives. Maybe we will get benefits of these difficulties. But I can’t wait no more.

I dream living all together. I believe in my dreams, I have to.

Sometimes I’m childish, sometimes I’m irresponsible, but not now. I know what I want for my life. I’m getting close to my overall happiness.

I have to be patient. Patience is a virtue.

BaRu you can’t be unhappy. No more.

I’m surrounded by people who don’t understand me; my family, my ex-school colleagues or my ex-job colleagues. Nobody can really understand me, only my best friends. I learned to stop suffering for this and enjoy my life.

Now I have to fight for this relationship, forget my stupid fears and give thanks for having such a good girlfriend.

Please BaRu, be patient, please. Every day is a different day.

No hurries please.

P.S. : Thank you for your sweet SMS my Love. <3 I love you too.